Why, but WHY, do you think im happy? DO I LOOK HAPPY? nope. shut up. Yeah I apologize Ati for all the shit I've done. Please leave me alone now I don't wanna talk to NO ONE who was link into this conflict thing. don't accuse me ok? think of how it started, with the going down the hill i mean. think of it. I regret that day Ilian left, i really do. She came back but then things went out of hand and I had enough. im going to start it all over while u stay and scratch on it till it bleeds, throw it in the trash bin and start all over again and don't u go dying on me its not my fault and don't hate me for something i didn't even started. make links, ull see what happened if u rly take a look inside and not listen to someone who brainwashed u. yeah i was along ur 'angels' but when one left all have to suffer no? whatever stop contacting me Sabina and bring the subject back cuz i don't care no more i had enough im sick of it all day long yapping about this, look ok i get the idea now shut up and leave me alone.
Deviantart can ban me I don't care, U can put me on ur ignore list i don't care cuz ure not me to know what I feel ok? U don't think like me nor feel things my way. I won't answer to ur calls when U need me cuz I won't be there no more.
Please check my previous journal moods: INSECURE,TIRED,ISOLATED,IRRITATED,LAZY and NEUTRAL get the freaking idea of it i felt like f*cking crap ok?! ure not the only freaking person on this hell of earth.

oh and sabina, my guild leader didnt even f*cking said he'll kick my ass if i dont lvl up got it?


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